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My fish tried to kill itself today T_T
Screw it..
It kept going into the tubey thingy, and it kept like, swimming on its back?
I think the net might've broken its fin =s
Oops, im sorry fishy <3

Hmm...
Just changed my fb status to "Where did all the good times go?"

On the topic of "Where did all the good times go?"
Nathan said.. "Summer"
I gotta say, that i really do agree.
I wish that wasnt it though.

But thats not the only thing that made the good times leave, winter happening i mean.
There are lots of other things that fueled it.

There were arguments.
There were new friends.
There were disagreements.
There were misunderstandings.
There were cowards.
There were bitches.
There were lots of things.

Nevertheless, it happened.
Whether it was for the better or worse, i dont think any of us will ever find out.

But i also lost a lot during that period of time.

A lot of people that i truly cared about.
A lot of people that i thought id never stop trusting.
A lot of people that i thought would never betray me.
A lot of people who i believed in.
A lot of people that i confided in.
A lot of people that i loved to pieces.
A lot of people who are now not here.

Call me depressing today...
But whatever, its not like people dont think about the past.

Those friends who you once had, who have hurt you.
You learn to let them go, let the past be the past.
But once in a while, you will look at the past, and think, what if, and why?

Good night <3

Over and OUTTTTTTTT

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