Honestly, its like i havent let out my feelings for TOO long.
Its weird though, its like, too much to blog out and i ceebs to blog it.
A lot happened during HK and a lot has happened since HK.
I should probably start on HK...
Same old HK, cheap cheap cheap ^^
Hot weather, good food, good shopping, pervy men, SAME OLD
IT REACHED 37 DEGREES
Sorry but how is that even possible?
But oh well, i guess i should be freaking used to it by now after going back every year!
Blogspot DIDNT work over there...
It was the worst.
It worked once..
Outta the whole 6 weeks..
OML it was so bad ><
ANYWAYS, i met a boy, JW.
Yeahhh, ive mentioned him in the post before.
But im most probably gonna skim over this subject very, VERY, and i mean, VERRYYYY briefly.
He was a nice guy :)
And im glad i met a friend like him.
It was good to spend time with my mama ^^
SPENT SIX FRIGGING WEEKS WITH AS, it was really too much >:]
Saw KL's hardly any times!
Theyre always with family, buts its cute :)
Saw IS a lot thoughh!
It was the best.
I went to SHEK OH with them...
And can i just say, i got burnt like a lobster.
At first, my mum put masses of sun cream on me, and i was like, IM NOT GONNA GET A TANNNNN!
Then i got home and literally i was a lobster.
Then as the days passed i got darker, and i started to peel, and yeahh, now i have the most obvious tan lines ever.
Its like my boobs are half black, half white :D
I WENT TO SEE RAYMOND LAM WITH KL.
OHMYGOD.
IM NOT EVEN JOKING.
RAYMOND FRIGGING LAMMM.
We were TOO excited and haps.
It was honestly the best.
Ive never seen KL so like crazy hehehehe :)
It was so good! ^^
But yeah, HK was great once again, when is it not?! :D
Mmm...
Back in England, i honestly had so much to fucking deal with.
Turns out TC read my emails to AW or RK, either one, about JW.
It was the WORST.
Im not even kidding.
During HK, i emailed TC happy birthday, not expecting a reply.
Well, he replied.
And i thought, im not gonna reply, he told me to get over him and thats what imma do.
Well anyways, one day, TC starts saying really horrible stuff about JW.
ARGH JIZZ MY DAD JUST GAVE ME FERRERO ROCHER PROFITEROLES <3
AND HES GIVEN ME NOODLES.
MMMM OMNOMNOMNOMOMONMNOM ^^
Anyways...
Food seriously distracts me, honestly, it gets me every timeee!
Mmm...
Yeah so then we talked about shit, as in me and TC and he said he still likes me..
At that point, it was really hard to know whether to believe it or not.
Like, its happened twice now, surely its gonna happen again.
Well then he came over after i got back from HK
And we talked and i cried, and yeahh...
ANYWAYS, then results came...!
And most of us got where we wanted to go :)
Im so proud of all my friends, theyre honestly the best.
I know that wherever they go and whatever they do in the future, theyll do it to their full potential.
And i just hope that they wont forget me.
All the unis that were going to are really spread out.
Theres KL whos like, in Southampton.
Then a bit norther is JF in good old Kingston.
Then up a bit and WP is in Brunel.
Then theres AB in Loughborough.
And a bit norther its me in Birmingham.
Then even norther its MH in Keele.
Even norther is TC in Sheffield.
Tiny bit up is AS in Hull.
And then theres RK whos just all the way up north in Newcastle!
Were so spread across the UK, we could take a summer and do like a round trip of England! ^^
But yeah, now me and TC are us again.
I dunno, its weird, every time it seems different.
But i told him if he fucks up this time, then theres no going back.
I told him that if he messes up, there wont be another chance for him and he can fucking stay single for the rest of his life.
And that if hes playing me, then il kill him.
And whats odd is, we became us on the 22nd again..
SOMETHINGS WITH US AND THE 22nd.
But this time round, were less on it.
Were just kinda calm and cool about it.
And seeing as were going to uni soon..
It seems like its gonna be really hard.
But he told me this morning that he thinks that we can do it, that he thinks it can work.
I really wanna trust him and be able to have him trust me back.
And i really do want this to work.
And i know he feels the same way.
Its gonna be difficult, were gonna be like, an hours train journey away.
But were gonna try, and well be okai.
Were gonna try our hardest to be us <3
Absence makes the heart grow fonder right? ^^
Of course i have my worries, its not gonna be easy, but if you want something to work, you gotta work for it.
Im not even lying.
MMM...
I went to LDN today to meet MT, RO and WP.
I love my girlies <3
I went to Abercrombie to buy some jumpers and stuff for uni :)
Talking of uni, we were sat in Costa for like, 1941794 years and we were talking about it.
And cos me and WP are going to uni this year whilst MT and RO are just going to start year 12 in September, there was a lot to talk about :)
We honestly just sat there and just chatted for ages, it felt good to have a catch up with them ^^
Not like, a proper catch up about our own separate lives and stuff, but like, we were just talking for ages!
It was like, about education!
The two younger ones are so cute, its like, even though theyre still young, theyre already thinking about uni and how like, theyre so excited for us.
And when theres holidays, theyre gonna come stay with me in my room cos at uni we dont get half term! ><
But like, talking about it made me all excited!
Im like, so, so excited for it, but im also shitting myself and completely utterly nervous about it because obviously its a massive change.
Im not gonna be living at home anymore...
Whilst for the past 3 years ive had dinner on my own practically every night, and ive had to take up the responsibilities that my mum should have cos she went to HK for so long, its gonna be so weird being with people every day...
Every day il wake up and be with my friends.
Il go to lectures and seminars with my friends.
Il be hanging out with my friends after lessons.
And then il be with my friends up to the moment i sleep.
Mmm.. Im nervous because im scared i wont be able to make new friends, THANK GOD I HAVE CT, KY and KC coming to BHAM CITY with meee! :D
Im so, so excited to be with them :)
CANT WAIT TO SPEND GIRL TIME WITH CT! ^^
I wish MC wouldve applied to BHAM CITY tooo!
Talking of BHAM city, i went with my dad and uncle the other day.
Bloody hell, the drive there made my bum so freaking numb!
I was just like, oh my buddha, owwww.
It took like 2 hours.
But getting there it made me excited.
I mean the campus isnt amazing and its quite old in places, but nevertheless, being there like hit me and i was like, im actually going to uni..
Im gona be honest, i am gonna miss my daddy like crazy.
And im worried about him cos tbh, hes not getting any younger.
Hes turning 70 this Sunday...
Its a big birthday.
But im sure hell be fine :) <3
But yeah its hit me that im going to uni.
The past like, 4 years (thats when you start thinking about uni tbh) has gone SO quickly.
And suddenly now, im 18 and off to uni.
I honestly cant believe it.
Its like hit me but not properly, as in it still hasnt sunk in properly.
I think by like 2 weeks time, il be like OMGG!
Then when im packing, il be like this is it...!
My mums coming back at the end of this month, im not really sure how i feel about it.
I guess its good cos then it means that she can clean the house and shit whilst im not at home so my dad doesnt have to do it
But i dunnoes, its weird.
Its like, whats the point in coming back now when im going to uni and you wont see me anyways...
Its like, completely pointless.
But whatever makes her happy tbh, i ceebs.
RAWR IM SO TIRED ><
I blogged quite a bit tonight.
NIGHTNIGHTBABIES <3
Over and OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
♥
0 comments:
Post a Comment