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Bloggy, can you believe that its been 12 years since 9/11 all those years ago?! o.O
I cant believe it!
My heart still goes out to all those who lost someone due to 9/11 because no matter how time goes on, and no matter how people say time heals and fixes things, it still must still hurt to have lost someone.
In fact, my heart goes out to everyone who's ever lost someone, so basically, most probably everyone..
Losing someones like an un-mendable hole though isnt it?
You think youre okai, but when you think about it, it still hurts.
Right?

Anyways, onna different note..
Ive been needing to pee more, had minor breakouts, have sore boobs, hair loss has got worse, and feeling tired all the time..
These are what i call universal signs of a certain thing bloggy..
Im just praying that these signs arent leading to something that i really dont want..
Ohhh end myself, why did i even get myself into this?!
I always make these stupid decisions that make me a stressed ball of stress.
I need some control in my life when it comes to a certain person T_T
CONTROL GOD DAMNIT.
I shouldve checked it that night, i shouldve checked it before i threw it away.
WHY DIDNT I CHECK IT?!
I guess i was just so confused and when i walked into the bathroom, all i wanted was to throw it away and get rid of it and never see it again.
So here i am, regretting not checking it before chucking it.
Good one Daphne.
GOOD FUCKING ONE.
Getting myself into this freaking mess.
I pray to God that this is all just a coincidence.
That all these signs are just coincidences.
Cos if theyre not, well, i dunno what im gonna do.
Im fucked really arent i?
Literally.

Over and OUTTTT

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