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Omgshh, i vow not to buy so much on the internet at once ever again..
Keeping up with the math is crazy T_T
I check my bank statement, and nothing is in order of when i ordered them, so then i have to go through everything and I'm just like, why are people charging me moneys when i haven't bought anything?
But i dunno what I've paid for, so i can't say that i haven't done it D=
Omg ottokaeyo ><"


Didnt sleep till 5:30 this morning..
I was reading a book till 3!
Fifty Shades of Grey..
Its actually a really good book, porny, but has a good story line!
And now that I'm reading the second part of the trilogy, Fifty Shades Darker, it truly does remind me of Twilight, no wonder everyones saying its some adaptation!
I keep tryna link the characters to characters in twilight!
Such good books, they're really hard to put down!
I read the whole of Fifty Shades of Grey and I'm already half way through Fifty Shades Darker, all in about 24 hours o.O
And i had work in the time between!
Damn thats a lotta reading for one day!
Anyways, i was gonna sleep at 3, but then i suddenly remembered that it would have been me and TC's 21st month today.
The 22nd, what a date, our date.
Meh well, so i kept reading until i was so truly shattered that i kinda just fell asleep naturally.
Notta good feeling!
Then AS texted me and woke me up at 10 lool, but i went back to sleep.
And at 12, some woman pressed my bell to gimme a delivery T_T
Which just starts me up about delivery and money again, but whatever T_T
THESE PEOPLE ARE ROBBING ME!
Well whatever..


But yeah, it should have been 21 months today..
Sadly, its not..
We passed the 20th month mark and that was that.
I really miss him, although i have work tonight and i have my book to read, so i should be okai!
I wonder if he remembers what date it is today..
I wonder if he's thinking of me..
Or whether he's missing me..
What were you thinking?
Ahhhh.. I dunno why i care, or why i wish he did think and miss me.
To be fair, i know i still love him, but I'm just in my own bubble, my hope has faded and I'm waiting for this painful time to pass.
Blehhhhhh.


Over and OUTTTTTTTT

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