220213 ~ ♥

Im at work atm so this fonts gonna show up really grinm, il edit when i get home! ^^
My hands are pretty much frozen cos theyre numb with cold ><"
Its like -828389 degrees, i would say at least i have 3G tonight but tbh im so cold i can hardly use my phone D=

OMG A HOT GUY JUST WALKED IN ^^
Mmm loving life right noww, his eyesss!
But i look shit for work so thats not gonna happen..

I miss TC a lot today :/
Not even cos its the 22nd, cos i didnt realise till i looked at the calendar, but i just genuinely miss him a lot today.. Whic totally sucks cos i wish i didnt miss him..
I wonder if he ever thinks about me :/
He probably doesnt but a girl can dream rightt? ><"
I wonder if he thinks about me on the 22nd..
Or ever for that matter..

Omg bloggy, scary customer just walked in and hes staring at me funny and scarily and i dont like itt ><"
Anyways.. As i was sayingg..
I was thinking.. I used to put a smile on TCs face every time he gotta text from me.. And now.. I wonder if he has a new girl that does that, like, is there a new girl that managed to make him smile?
Eurghhh.. I cant even bear him having a new girl texting him.. How the heck am i gonna handle him making another girl smile? Or have him hold her hand? Or hug her? Or touch her? Or kiss her?
I cantt.. Even just thinking about it makes me feel physically sick.
I mean if just a picture pf him and a girl can make me cry then wtf am i supposed to do?
Imma frikkin broken soul *sigh*
Wtf is life mannn?!
Why wont my heart fix itself?
Why wont my mind just stop caring and just not care whether he touches another girl?
But i cant.. It just makes me feel ill thinking about him with another girl.
Fuck sakes bloggy, i hate my life..

Rightt, back to work cos my hands are literally so cold i can hardly type ><"

Over and OUTTTTTTTT

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