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LMAO, had THE ODDEST dream last night =s
It was kinda funny...
TC was dressed as captain jack sparrow from POTC?
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
I have no idea why...?
And we were on cam, and his kitchen was HUGE?
And then his mum walks by, but its not his mum?
Its an english lady...
But i knew it was his mum?
LMAO, im like "whut?" when i wake up
HAHAHAHAHA

You know how like, girls do count the amounts of x's boys give?
Its actually so true.
My god...
Im on some next paranoia thing right now.
Its so gayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
WAEYOOOOOOO :(
Chincha gay, jesussss.
Hes started giving out x's like theyre free shizzle from down the road, LMAO
Some weird example ^o)
STILL.
And he never did before?
And i dont mean to me either..
So now im like? :/
Oh man...

STOP THINKING WOMAN.
STOP BLOODY THINKING.
EURGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
My brain should just stop working right about now.
Please.
Im pretty sure hes forgotten about our memories, when on the other hand, im sat here, suddenly remembering them at random times all the time.
Its true what NH said, how guys get over girls so much easier than the other way round.
Girls think and dwell and what not, and true, you could just choose not to do that, but its hard.
You have to be really strong for that, and im just, well im just not.
Im also pretty sure that hes completely over me now, cos the more he wants be over something, the more hell be over it, cos hes determined like that, one of the reasons i liked him so much.
Mmm...
If only i was like that.
FUDGE SAKES MANNN.
What he says and does really affects me, it like hits a nerve thats reserved just for him.
It should right?
It shouldnt go anywhere near my nerve, i shouldnt even have one OMDZZZZZ T_T
I never used to care, its like, my trust levels have decreased so much.
I used to trust people like, ridiculous amounts.
Now, its like, i cant trust to save my life.
Allow this heartbreak, its so messed up.

Over and OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

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