220712 ~ ♥

Currently sat in my messy house all by myself.
Ive realised, sometimes, even when you're with people, you can feel so lonely.
MT, KL#2, WP and AW are drunk as skunks and RO is wanting to smoke.
So they've all gone to the garden, to hopefully not wake up my neighbours.
KL#2, IF YOURE READING THIS, you are so fucking loud its unreal.
I can hear you in my garden and that is so far away..
Kill me now, my neighbours are gonna kill meeeee mannnn!
I said i wasn't gonna drink and i haven't, how good am i?! ^^"


Even whilst they're all here, i feel kinda lonely, like my hearts a bit empty.
I don't understand why i feel this way, i really shouldn't.
Like, i should feel so, so happy!
Buttttt.. this is the not the damned case, and to be honest, i hate myself for thisss.


ON THE OTHER HAND, to make things better, only 4 days until i go to america!
I can't wait!
WOOOOOOOOOO!


我剛才記得我们今日应该是我们第二十二个月一起, 但是现在没有啦
二十二号, 第二十二个月, 一念十个月.
以经没有了.
我好想放开你, 但是, 我个心唔知道为什么放唔开
我今日好挂住你, 也好想见你
但是我唔是常常都這樣念, 其實, 我有时好唔喜欢你, 好想唔会再见到你/
但时, 如果我现在以经挂住你, 我有什么可能不想见你啊?
你根本知唔知到我还喜欢你啊?
我唔开心都唔知到真么样?
殺了我好过啦!


Anywayss, the others are back now so il talk to you later bloggyyyyy.
BAIBAI


Over and OUTTTTTTTTTT

♥