I have a lot to blog about ohmygod.I have not blogged for TOO long!
Currently watching Frozen Planet on BBC iPlayer like a geek >:]
Its interesting already!
I love documentaries ohmygod.
I was gonna save it so that i could watch it tomorrow during lunch time, but i just finished watching Forensic Heroes 3 and I'm freaking out cos its so damned scary!
Mmm...
What to talk about first?
Personal, friends, family or boyfriend?
I think ill start with my own shit seeing as I'm me...
LOL ^^
IM SO TIRED.
I slept for like 3 hours last night cos me, CT, KY and KC were talking about really scary ass stuff and i was shit scared to sleep..
Every time i started drifting off, i woke up again.
Then it got too hot and I'm like OMG, but i needed my duvet around me so that i could feel safe.
Aishhh..
So then i finally fall asleep properly, and it turns out the drive safe.ly thing has turned itself on...
So then at like 8am, TC texts me morning and it automatically reads out, therefore scaring me shitless and i like, wake up in shock and I'm frigging scared as.
Jesus christ.
I really fucking miss my friends ohmygod.
It feels like i haven't seen them forever.
I miss 2KL especially, its like part of me is missing, WHERE ARE THEY OMG?!
Mehh i have a feeling this blog is gonna take a lifetime cos i am getting seriously distracted by Frozen Planet, ITS SO GOOD!
Anywayyyy, my blob is late, and I'm semi blobbing awkwardly which makes me freaked out that I'm pregnant.
But i don't think i am.
I hope I'm not.
I BETTER NOT BE OMG ><
Uni has been a new experience for me, OBVIOUSLY.
Its really different but I've slowly gotten used to it now cos I'm a gangster :D
Ho hummm...
The work load is ridiculous.
Im sat here like, wtfff is happening with my life?!
There is sooo much work to do and i cannot frigging manage it!
OH AND ERR...
I have about £80 in my bank...
Whichh is just great cos I'm still at uni for another month before christmas holidays...
TALKING OF CHRISTMAS HOLIDAYS!
I have like, over a month of christmas holidays, its like 5 weeks long..
Im not even kidding!
But i have to come back to bham on the 3rd anwyays to hand in assignments.
Two 2500 word assignments!
I am dreading it like no tomorrow.
Friends next:
I miss my friends, as I've mentioned.
It seems like a lot has happened whilst I've been away.
There are some things i need to complain about.
Well.. not necessarily complain, but talk about..
AS, RK and JW are going to Loughborough to see AB.
I wasn't even invited.
RK only talks to me about MH.
Don't get me wrong, i don't mind at all, i get that her and MH are having problems and i completely get it.
AS hardly texts me back.
But i know she has new boys and friends and what not, so its okai.
AS knows how i feel about her and her random boys but i told her that as long as she's happy then its okai.
AB hasn't even tried to talk to me.
Which is just great.
Well.. Lets just not go there.
I thought i meant more to them than this, but obviously i don't.
Sometimes you question what you've always felt.
They talk to each other massive amounts, they talk to each other daily about normal shit, just like they used to.
But me?
Im left out of it.
And it hurts.
But i wouldn't talk to them about it, because its up to them who they talk to.
I still love them to pieces, i can't do anything about this.
The balls in their court
But i don't wanna make them feel as if they're forced to talk to me.
To me, theyve all really changed.
But to themselves and each other, they probably haven't.
I don't blame them for not thinking anything of leaving me out.
If thats how they feel then thats that.
But they could've made an effort to talk to me.
But hey, its okai.
IMMA SOLDIERRRRRR :)
I ALSO MISS FH AND JF!
Those poos.
I miss them like mad!
I saw them a few weeks ago.
It was the besttt.
We went to the river and played with the duckies ^^
I had so much fun with them, it makes me miss the times back in 6th form when i could see them so much more often ><
Now talking about my new friends :)
KY and GCT are now together :)
CT is with EC now and they're always together :)
So that leaves me and KC.
Im notta single pringle cos i have TC but he isn't with us al the time sooo..
Sometimes, i feel like imma third wheel to KY and GCT, it kinda sucks, but were all good friends, so i can't complain and they're a new couple so they're bound to be on it moree.
i hardly see BCT anymore since he got with EC.
He's always dinnering with her.
I don't even mind really, it would just be nice to see him some time during the day.
It used to be us 5.
But for the past week, I've seen BCT like... a few days only?
Well, as long as he's happy, then so am i.
I can't complain if my friends are happy.
I just wish we could do more as a group again..
Only 2 months exactly into uni and things are already starting to change.
I hate change.
I MISS MY MAMMY AND DEDDYYY :(
My deddy has a really bad cough but he still won't stop coughing :(
HES SO BAD!
Gayyyyy.
My daddy loves me and is helping me organise my birthday dinner ^^
YAY DADDY! <3
Surprise surprise, mammy is all blah blah blah about itt.
Which is kinda unfair seeing as she's asking all my friends to bring back like, the world for her to HK T_T
UNCOOOOOL!
Even if my friends say its okai, its like.. well its not okai really is it?!
But oh well...
What can i do?
Moving onto TC, my silly billy.
I miss himmmm.
And i saw him like... 4 days ago.
It seems like 4 days too long agooo!
Ive seen him starting 2 weeks into uni, every single weekend apart from 3 weeks ago when i went back homeee.
And now this weekend because he's back at home.
Ive been to Sheffield 3 times and he's come to Birmingham 3 times too.
Every time we leave each other, we can't wait to see each other again.
A 4 day wait feels like a lifetimeeee.
Like literally sooo longgg, BOOOO!
But when the time comes to see each other, its totally worth it <3
Its the besttt ^^
When i went to Sheffield for Bonfire night, he bought me to his favourite place in the whole of Sheffield ^^
You can see the whole of Sheffield there!
Its amazing, its like, really high up and it was really cold but we were both wrapped up warm and we cuddled and watched fireworks together! ^^
It was the best evening I've had since i came to uni.
It was all romantic and stuff =p
Cringee to a next level but i don't care ^^
Fireworks are so pretty but loud!
He's been the best boyfriend since uni and i think we've gotten stronger.
I love him to pieces ^^
Im not even kidding..
LOOL ^^
But no seriously, whenever I'm not with him i miss him so muchhhh, and i know he feels the same wayyy.
If he was a blogger, he'd be telling you the same thinggg! ^^
We love spending time together and we ruff each there lots :)
Baby + Baby = Forever & Always ^^ <3
Anwyays, thats about it really!
I gotta sleep cos I'm uber tired, even though i don't have lectures tomorrow cos its FRIDAYYY!
But still, i am SOOOOOO MEGAA TIREDDD!
Cos you know, i hardly had sleep last night and i haven't napped today.
Its been a long 10 - 6:30 day today.
Ickkk.
Over and OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
♥