280912 ~ ♥

Seriously.. How am i supposed to get over you?
I really dont know how, please teach me seeing as im sure youve already done it.
Theres this guy who ive been talking to, just as friends obviously, and like, hes going to Beijing tomorrow for 2 weeks.
And i wanna be like, best not forget about me yeahh? text me when youre back :)
And yet.. i feel like i cant. Not even that, i physically cant get the words out because it feels like its something id say to you.
Not even just to this new guy yeah..
Its to all my friends, i cant text anything that i used to say to you because it just hurts so much.
What the fuck is up with me bloggy?

I didnt blog on the day of our meant to be 2 year anniversary because i just didnt have it in me to blog about my feelings.
That day was a bad day, good i guess cos i played mahjong and got my mind off it, but bad just because, i missed you like crazy.
Happy belated 2 year anniversary TC..
I really thought wed be in it for the long run.
I guess i was wrong.

I dont really have much to say, apart from i love you and i miss you.

Over and OUTTTTTTTTTTTT

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200912 ~ ♥

You said this to me a year ago.

One year ago, you texted me saying that you were sad because other boys got to see me every day whilst you couldnt.

Only one year.

365 days.

If you think about it, its not that long.. 1 day passes by extremely quickly.

Less than a year later, youve broken my heart yet again.

And now, you most probably couldnt give two craps about who gets to see me.

I miss you.

I miss talking to you every day.

Now its my turn to be jealous of anyone who gets to see you everyday.

Over and OUTTTTTTT

♥

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190912 ~ ♥

'People that are meant to be together, always find their way in the end.'
                                                                                                               - Brooke Davis; One Tree Hill

Over and OUTTTTTTT

♥

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190912 ~ ♥

我信错了你
Over and OUTTTTTT

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190912 ～ ♥

Im a fool in every way..
Thats all im gonna say.

Over and OUTTTTTTT

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180912 ~ ♥

Its already the 18th, i leave in 2/3 days for uni..
I wonder if youve already left for uni already..
Or whether youre at home..

This cover is amazing..
I wish i could play this, but i know if i did go and learn it, id just be reminded of you the whole time..
Even if piano is a way for me to forget and get completely involved in something else.
This was Our Song..

We used to listen to this all the time together, and it was the song that reminded me of you.
Remember that one time for some reason, i had your ipod on me?
I think it was cos the day before i had to walk home and my ipod ran outta battery so you lent me yours.
Or you came to mine and left it at mine and forgot to take it home the day i was ill..
I listened to that song on repeat the whole way walking to the train station the next morning..
It was sucha good walk.
You looking after me when i was ill was the best feeling ever.
Thank you for loving me..
Even if it was just for a while..

Over and OUTTTTTTTT

♥

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160912 ~ ♥

Remember that night we were watching 'How To Train A Dragon'?
And suddenly i wanted to draw a dragon..
Well.. it didnt really look like a dragon, but yeah ><"
And after i showed you, you were laughing like crazy at mee, but i didnt even care, i was laughing with you, cos lets admit it, im no artist.
But just us being happy and laughing together, felt so good, we were just happy to be with each other.

I really loved you.
And you really loved me..

你根本记唔记得啊?

Over and OUTTTTTTT

♥

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150912 ~ ♥

Time flies when youre having fun right?
TC wont be with me this year at uni all the time..
I wont be enjoying myself with him every week.
Does that mean i wont be having fun?
Im determined to be happy without him.
You can do it Daphne, aja aja hwaiting! :D

Over and OUTTTTTTT

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140912 ~ ♥

How did you manage to make me feel like this?
Like im not good enough for anyone.
I look at other girls now, and whoever i look at, i think to myself: 'shes so much prettier than you.'
And when i look at girls youre friends with, i feel threatened, and i worry that you'll start to like them, pathetic right?
But what you did to me, is why i feel like this.
I know if i ever saw you with someone else, if you got a new girlfriend, i would die.
Im not stupid, i know that this day will come, youre such an amazing boy, an amazing boyfriend, and im sure loads of girls want you.
But please let it be later rather than sooner, i dont think my heart can take this ><"
But how could you have the heart to make me feel like this?
Especially when you know me so well, and mustve known that your actions wouldve crushed me.

Nothings going right.
This wasnt how it was meant to be.
I love you..
Even if youre not for me to love, and even if i shouldnt.
Im sorry.
Im sorry that i loved you and still do.

Over and OUTTTTTTTTT

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050912 ~ ♥

How is it that your words so easily pull on my heart strings, and yet my words dont even manage to reach you in the slightest?
Do you not care that badly?
Am i that insignificant to you?
Have you forgotten all about me?
Remember how we used to tease each other and id pretend to be upset?
And wed be holding hands and id start to pull away, and youd pull me back and wrap me inna massive hug and kiss me?
Do you even remember that?
Then id look up at you, and smile my happiest smile in the world, and youd smile back at me and id laugh all shyly and wed carry on teasing each other.
Remember?
Why do i even care?
I shouldnt, but i remember, unlike you.

Over and OUTTTTTTT

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