250410 ♥ x

I havent blogged in SO long.
Other stuff has been at the top of my schedulee tbhhh o.O

Easter holidays were soo good.
Saw everyone so much which was amazing, but now im on like, lockdown for exams..
Meh ><"
Exams..
Coursework..
PLEASE KILL ME.

Anyways, back to easter holidayssss!
Mel and Cat came overr <3
I LOVE THEMMM ^^
I hope they hadda good time at karaoke and at mine =]
How dutty does that sound =s
LOOL
I do not mean it like thattt
But yeahh, COME AGAIN SOON <3

Everytime i try to do work, i end up thinking of SHINee <3
Like at work yesterday, i was quoting Hello Baby in my head..
Ffs. LOL
SPASSSTICC (Y)
But yeah, like, theyre amazinggg <3
THEYRE SOOO HOTT SHITT MY LIFEEEEEEEEE!
*Dribbles*



My husband is SOOO HOTTT <3
Nomnomnom

Allow, wheres my cursor gone?
I cant see where im typing LOL
Fail blogspot atmm!
Rawrrr <3

Gonna do some psychology work now...
Then go to sleep early so i can wake up to do my english coursework in for tuesday...
It like defines my a level grade..
SHAT.
Pissing my pants ><"
Seems i can do work better in the morningggg T_T

Over and OUTTTTTTTT

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Havent blogged for a whileee.
Been busy doing other stuff i guess.
Likee, work, organising an eventt, more worrk.
You knowwwwwwwww.
CAT AND MELODY ARE COMING OVER AFTER KARAOKE ON THE 9TH! <3
I CANT WAITT I CANT WAITT!

Went to Ant and Dec's Push The Button on Thursdayyy, it was really good :D
With Hannah, Serena, Asia and Kerry <3
Actually putting up pictures right nowwww ^^

Been a bit hectic the past week.
Had to rush an essay on Wednesday night so that i could have it in for Friday.
Teacher said i was doing fineee =]

Thought about a lot of stuff yesterday.
A RAINBOWS OUT OMG!
I JUST SAW IT!
FECK

Okaiiii, its gone now, but its okai! :D
I took loads of pictures ;D
Had to turn up the contrast so that it was more obvious ^^

Hmmm...
I should be doing some work..
But i think im gonna go practice piano...
Its my excuse for not doing work :D

SALAD FOR DINNER (Y)
Mmmm, i make such good saladssssssss

RIGHT, IM OFF TO PLAY PIANOOOO BABIESSS :D

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People have FUCKING issues i swear to god.
I try and help and i get it thrown back in my face.
From now on, i dont even wanna help anymore.
How can one person be so ignorant?!

Theres been a few people that have been here for me, thank you <3
Some that ive expected to be here for me, and others, not so much, there surprises are good (Y)

YOU KNOW WHAT.
STFU <3

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My fish tried to kill itself today T_T
Screw it..
It kept going into the tubey thingy, and it kept like, swimming on its back?
I think the net might've broken its fin =s
Oops, im sorry fishy <3

Hmm...
Just changed my fb status to "Where did all the good times go?"

On the topic of "Where did all the good times go?"
Nathan said.. "Summer"
I gotta say, that i really do agree.
I wish that wasnt it though.

But thats not the only thing that made the good times leave, winter happening i mean.
There are lots of other things that fueled it.

There were arguments.
There were new friends.
There were disagreements.
There were misunderstandings.
There were cowards.
There were bitches.
There were lots of things.

Nevertheless, it happened.
Whether it was for the better or worse, i dont think any of us will ever find out.

But i also lost a lot during that period of time.

A lot of people that i truly cared about.
A lot of people that i thought id never stop trusting.
A lot of people that i thought would never betray me.
A lot of people who i believed in.
A lot of people that i confided in.
A lot of people that i loved to pieces.
A lot of people who are now not here.

Call me depressing today...
But whatever, its not like people dont think about the past.

Those friends who you once had, who have hurt you.
You learn to let them go, let the past be the past.
But once in a while, you will look at the past, and think, what if, and why?

Good night <3

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Firstly,
CONGRATULATIONS TO RAYMOND WAI MAN LIU <3
He passed his driving test today.
I bagged a seat in his car when he gets his car ^^
WELL DONEEE
I am mega proud of you :D
I Love You <3

Well basically,
Im tired.

I miss people =[

AKA.

Ethan
Karmen
Melanie
Shirlene
Risa
Ken
Adrian
Anthony
Raymond
Catrina
Melody
Nelson
Andrew
Kevin
Troy
Ellen
Kelvin
Alfred
Amy
Giles

=[
=[

This is proper sad times.
*Sighs*
Some of them i havent seen for MONTHS
Blehh, school makes everyone busyyyyyy

Work is killing me slowly but surely T_T
Me and Andrew were talking today about school...
We basically established that it SUCKS.
Nothing less nothing more.
Grrrr.
Its also long.
And please dont get me started on exams.
FUCK IT.

Grrr, imma sleep ^^
Night!

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SHINee ♥

Taemin ~ ♥



Minho ~ ♥



Key ~ ♥



Jonghyun ~ ♥



Onew ~ ♥



Baby your so sexyyyy.

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I havent blogged in AGESS.....
Maybe its cos im kinda.. losing the feel for the internet atm..

Hello Baby is soo amazing :D
The baby is uber cute.
YOOGEUNNNNNNN ^^

SHINee ♥
Taemin
Minho
Key
Jonghyun
Onew
♥

Mums going back to HK soon...
House is gonna be bare quiet every night again.
Dads gonna have to start waking up bare early every morning again..

Sometimes, i worry about him.
Hes not getting any younger haiii...
And yet hes proper gotta do the job for my mum as well.
But i guess i cant blame my mum, shes my mum after all..

Braces kill..
Second time round and they still hurt.
I cant even facking eat right.
Or talk right.
Or use cutlery right..
GRRR.
Hopefully they wont be on for too longg, otherwise imma cry.
Cos i will T_T
I nearly cried already..
Pshtttt ^^
BUT ITS OKAI NOW.
Well its not, but il pretend it is :D

Mmm, stuffs been up recently..
I dunno what to think or feel anymore?
Im out in LDN less during school times, it makes it harder for me to see people that i love to pieces <3
I wish i lived closer, but then i guess id be out all the time, which kinda makes it hard for me to concentrate.
Not that i do anyway..

Boys..
ISSUES.
They are such problem people!
ARGHHH.
I just wish theyd be honest and straight up, that way you dont have to keep wondering wtf theyre thinking all the time T_T
Proper distracts me you know.
DICKSSS.
I dunno whether i care about them, i dunno whether i like them, i dunno whether i dont like them.
I just dunno.
BOYS ARE GAY :D (Y)
That is a fact.

Right, rant over, i am well proud today.
Finished my business essay before i came on the internet.
PROUDNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ^^
But i bet i did shit or something =_="
Grrrr.

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Friends mean a lot to me.
Ive realised that since ive started growing up.

I think that when your young, you dont realise that friends are unconditional.
Theyre there for you when you cry, when you smile, when you laugh, when you everything.
Well true friends anyway.
Ive learnt a lot in the past few months, true friends, fake friends, nice friends and beg friends.
Friends are the ones who never let you down, who are there for you whenever you need them, thats what a true friend is.

So i wanna thank all my true friends, no matter how long ive known them for.

You mean the WORLD to me and i couldnt live without you.
Your there for me whenever i need you, you make me smile when i wanna cry, you make me laugh when i wanna die.

I just hope that when you need me, im there for you just as much as your there for me.
Whenever your down, know that im here for you.
Dont think that id ever desert you.

Whenever something happens, you realise whats important, how things are meant to be.
I believe that everything happens for a reason, obviously they do, otherwise why would so many true friends become backstabbing bitches?
It brings you closer to the ones that are your real true friends.
The ones who would never backstab you.
For Anything at all.

Realising who you love takes a great deal.
Sometimes you dont know whether you trust people, but true friends?
Its all about trust, honesty, and knowing that your so close.

To:
Kirsty Liu.
Kerry Liu.
Ethan Wong.
Karmen Luong.
Melanie Tang.
Shirlene Tsang.
Ken Law.
Adrian Chiu.
Carlos Salazar.
Keith Ly.

Forever will you guys be in my heart.
And nothings ever gonna break up apart.
Because i wouldnt be who i am today without you.

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I keep pausing my blogginggg.
Sorryyy~!

Its already the end of January 2010..
Weird stuff =s

Its kinda getting to a point where im just like blehhhh haha
Even though everythings going pretty well atm.

Recently ive been a lot closer to new people..
Its weird how suddenly, your less close with some and a lot closer with others, i swear stuff switches and swaps so fasttt o.O

WENT SHOPPING TODAY WITH MAMMY.
Bought stuff for da been low
Like:
- Drinks
- Tofu
- Biscuits
- Crisps

The others need to be bought fresh on the day or before that day init ;D
I am well looking forward to da been low.
Gonna be amazinggggggggg.

So HAPPY FOR KARMEN AND CARLOS <3
Finally =]
Hehehe
They better keep it clean at mine though!
Pshtttttt

Anyways, bored outta my mindddd.

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Mui mui reminded me that i aint blogged for like.. ever..
Which is really bad..
Well not really, haha, but bad enough, seeing as its cos ive been focussing on Hi, My Sweetheart too much..
Hmm, my eyes are so tired now
Headaches as well, BUT LIFE MUST GO ON.
And next up is Brown Sugar Machiato ;]
Although it doesnt look as good as HMS...

Anyways, school has been long these days.
Just finished exams..
Maybe thats why i havent been blogging for so long.
Kinda missed it
Blehh, stuff has been kinda dry recently, nothings really happening..
Its all the same..
So blanddd.
Gosh, kill mee.

I think its always the case though, you do something, get into the routine of it, do it all the time, constantly, but not everyday like school, love it for a while, then it gets too routine, and your just like..
Then you change.

I think it happens with everyone.
See thats the thing, with school, you dont get tired of the routine cos your SO used to it..
I dunno, makes sense to me.

I have three books to read...
And a buncha maths to do..
Might go start that nowwwww.

Btw, Ellen Mui Mui, I Heart You.

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Yuu gor lei ng sik dok, ngo guu hai lei ng ho choi lor.

Ting yut, hai ngo dai yut gor a level.
Dou ng zee dou geng ng geng ho..
Lum lum ha, geng ng geng dou ho, yuu gor joh duk ng ho, geet gwo yao hai gum.

Baba wah yiew ding dee lai wor..
Kui gong jao yee lor!
Kai sut, ngo lum ngo dou ng wui joh duk ho gah lah.
Tai ha deem luu ><

Gum yut.. yao lam jai wa jong yee ngo wor..
Mmm.. kui mo zik zeep gong, dan hai.. mun ngo jong ng jong yee kui lor, gun ju yao hai dou tong ngo gong wah kui seurng joh ngo jung yee geh yun..
Ng zee ah, yao see ngo got duk lam jai ho lan ding ah.
Ho gwai mah fan ah.

Kerry giew ngo ng ho lum lam jai wor.
Ngo guu kui dou ngam gehh..
Dan hai, lan jo goh gong lor.

Ngo dou jao lai hai see gan fun gao luu.
Joh taooo <3

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Im feeling a distance between me and my blog!
So imma change that ^^
And kinda try to blog more again..

Butttt, believe it not.. IVE BEEN TRYING TO REVISE :D
Revised english with Kerry, damn, im learning those quotes loool.

I cant believe its the third already..
030110
2010...
Its gone fast i guess.
Allow being 18 this year.
Fudge it.!

I went yum cha with Kerry and Kirsty today.
Daddy, Mammy and Uncle :D
Hehe ^^
YUM.
Wing Yip mannn <3
Best place to be.
Nelly Hoho was a gay and was at Hong Gok Po seeing pervy Mc Perv Perv so he wasnt here to see us..
GAY.
Karmen was meant to come, but she got held up.
DIEW.

I just made a menu on photoshop for Ethan.
LOL, its megaaa amazingggg.

Arghh, i have an english essay to write tomorrow.
And maths work.
And stats work.
And business revision.
And psychology revision.
And critical thinking revision.
And english revision...
DAMN, imma be struggling.

Ive always thought how its really unfair of the government to make important exams of your life sync with the ages when you wanna have most.
And when your discovering new peopke, new friends, new things, new expieriences..
The governments MEAN.
They bate wanna see if we can multitask and do shit.
FUCK OFF.
ARGHHH :D

So, just when i think somethings over, it starts again.
And just when i think somethings starting, its over again..
Im really confused ><
Blehhh.
Now is so not the time to think about BOYS.
Why is it that they take up sucha big part of your life?
Its like, you really dont need to think about them, but you cant help it?

Some people who are so nice in real life, really sweet, really this, that, the other..
MY GOD they can be boring on msn..
I guess thats better than chatting LOADS on msn and then not talking at all in real life..
God i hate that.
DIEW.
But yeah, theyre both annoying mann!

I guess im one of those people who notices the smallest things ever..
And they seem so big.
That sounds so wrong..
LMAO
But anyways..
So maybe i over analyse, but shoot me for being attentive jeeeeeez.

Hmm...
I should start doing some english copying up..
Yeahhh i think i might.
And multitask ^^
Good times.

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HAPPY NEW YEAR <3

I know i havent blogged for agesss, but i guess, new year, new start right?!

I hope everyone HAD an AMAZING year <3
I hope everyone HAS an AMAZING new yearr <3
To all those that have been here with me throughout 2009.
To all those that I've met in 2009.
To all those that have played a huge part in my life in 2009.
Lets all look forward to 2010 TOGETHER.

Starting with those who I've loved for ages and will carry on loving:
Kerry Liu
Kirsty Liu
Karmen Luong
Ethan Wong.

Those who have been there for me in the past, and even though things have changed, they were there for me:
Carrie Hau
Amy Liu
Bianca Tam
Ash Man
Xav Fung.

Those who i met in 2009 that now mean so much to me:

The Central Family:
Kacheok Cheong
Keith Ly
Troy Abey
Ken Law
Risa Ogura
Mel Tang
Shirlene Tsang
Alex Au
Jordan Fernandez
Jimmy Tham
Jessii Wong
Cindy Ly
Justin Tang
Ellen Huon.

The ones i met during Summer 2009:
KC Cheong
KY Choo
Masa Matsunaga
Kelvin Huynh
Alfred Lau
Jason Ho
Andrew Hoang
Kevin Yip
RayRay Liu
Rex Deguzman
Catrina Tsang
Melody Chan
Reece Dublin
Anthony Lai
Anthony Tran
Andrew Palombo
Amin 'Stars'
Blake Ferreira
Max 'Pegasus'
Iona 'Tamagotchi'
Jon 'Sho Stars'.

The ones i met late 2009:
Adrian Chua
Adrian Chiu
Bea Marron
Borui Feng
Richard Nguyen.

The ones i met at a new school:
Alaine Sung
Alex Best
Rosie Knott.

The ones that I've known for 5 years:
Shivani Kumar
Sheromi Jogaratnam
Tulsi Patel
Ailis Brennan
Holly Allen.

See you all in 2010! <3>

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