Thursday 24 December 2009

241209 <3 x

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S6o3gv3w3g0

I'm sitting down here,
But hey you can't see me

Your words cut deeply,
They're just some other lies
I'm hiding from a distance,
I've got to pay the price
Defending all against it,
I really don't know why
You're obsessed with all my secrets,
You always make me cry
You seem to wanna hurt me
No matter what I do
I'm telling just a couple,
But somehow it gets to you
But I've learned to get revenge
And I swear you'll experience that some day

I'm sitting down here,
But hey you can't see me
Kinda invisible
You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow
Just thought I would join you for one day
I'm sitting down here,
But hey you can't see me

I'm not trying to avoid you,
Just don't wanna hear your voice
When you call me up so often,
I don't really have a choice
You're talking like you know me
And wanna be my friend
But that's really too late now,
I won't try it once again
You may think that I'm loser,
But I don't really care
You may think that it's forgotten,
But you should be aware
Cause I've learned to get revenge
And I swear you'll experience that some day

I'm sitting down here,
But hey you can't see me
Kinda invisible
You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow
Just thought I would join you for one day

I'm sitting down here,
But hey you can't see me
Kinda invisible
You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow
But sure I wanna join you for one day

You seem to wanna hurt me
No matter what I do
I'm telling just a couple,
But somehow it gets to you
But I've learned to get revenge
And I swear you'll experience that some day

I'm sitting down here,
But hey you can't see me
Kinda invisible
You don't sense my stay
Not really hiding, not like a shadow
Just thought I would join you for one day.

Its nearly Christmass <3
Lets Celebrate and be happy =]

Over and OUTTTT


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Tuesday 22 December 2009

221209 <3 x

I wanna say thank you for all the birthday wishes yesterdayy =]
I had an amazing day <3
Even though my inbox has over 200 emails from FB with people wishing me a happy birthday =]

I should be doing revision but i havent had the time..
Well, i say that, but i just cba.

I have more important things on my mind.
Stuff i cant forget.
It hurts to know that in addition to it all being over, it was all over in the worst possible way and that it still hurts.
Its over, but its still continuing, and has a chance to be even more over..
This so wont make sense to anyone but whateverr.

I wish i could stop myself feeling this way, feeling like this...
If i could, i really would.

I GOT MY NEW PHONE TODAY!
Fucking finally.
Jesussssssss
ITS SO BUFFF <3
Arghhhh
Took me time to put all my contacts in it though LOL

Imma bare tireddd.

ITS NEARLY CHRISTMASSSSSSSSSSS!

Over and OUTTTTTTTTTTTTT


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Friday 18 December 2009

181209 <3 x

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIRSTY JING MAN SAI MUI LIU <3
I love you to the moon and back and back around again an infinity times :D
I hope you have the most amazing dayyy
I cant believe your 15 already
Met you all those years ago you know ><
And ive loved every single second of them <3
I
HEART
YOU

Hmm...
Not much to blog recently..
Well there is, but atm, i dont have much time cos im going Kirstys plus mums telling me to go dinner
AND im editing my sons stuff
So yeahh :D

Over and OUTTTTTTTTTTTT

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Sunday 13 December 2009

131209 <3 x

Im really stupid.
When you think you know someone, think theyre amazing, that theyre different, that theyd never hurt you...
Yeah... i was wrong.

You know when you like someone so much, and then it all just comes crashing down...

When you think theyre different, your most probably so wrong.
But you give it a chance because they make you happy and you hope that you make them happy.

But apparently everything i did, was done the wrong way.

I really liked you,
And I would have done anything for you,
So Im sorry that i hurt you,
But i really thought that we could've been something...
Me and you.

I just made that up as well =_="
Thats how fudged my brain is...

Why is it, that every time, you feel like you are so happy, everything can just fall to pieces, just like THAT.
Its not easy to fall for someone, and its even harder to pick yourself up after youve been hurt.
Whenever you fall for someone, you think its amazing, that they like you back...
Nothing goes your way in the end.

Things change in the space of 2 minutes..
Thats how long it took today.
2 minutes and it was all gone.
Just like THAT.

Ive been so happy for the past month and a bit...
And my moods just gone.
I keep checking my phone, and theres nothing there...
I miss him already...
I know i shouldnt, but i do.

Over and OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT


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Saturday 12 December 2009

ACCOMPLISHMENT <3 x

Omgsh...
I just edited the profiles,
The left side,
The parts that i would never have been able to edit before on a skin!
The old one was screwage ><

I am bare proud of myself =p
Hahaha <3
Im so lame but bareee happyyyy.

Now its exactly how i want it and its so me :D
Hahah, with all the
♥'s, the #'s and x's
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO <3
So happy ^^

Thought id just share that.

OVER AND OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTT


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121209 <3 x

Firstly, Happy Bithday Mai - Po!
Hope you have an amazing day and that you get everything you wished for :D

Havent blogged much recently, i guess there hasnt been much for me to blog about...

This new layout is confusing me..
Bare no buttons or anything
Plus, it says, if you dont wanna read it, just leave LOL
Fail..
And i dunno how to edit anything... =[
But allow having to search the whole fucking internet just for a blog skin..
I just cee bee ayy :D

Lifes been pretty blandd latelyy
The same thing happens everydayy
But i guess thats cool with me, im happy enough =]
My birthday and Christmas are soo closeee!
Im sooo excited its untrue ^^
I just wish it would come sooner

Christmas is soo amazing i swear.
Everythings amazing.
AHHH.
Its all just so amazing.
Hahaha <3

It was so awkward todayyy ><
Ahhhhh
Diew meee =[

Dont you wish life was simpler?
Like in those chick flicks, when you have like a confusing part
But then everything ends happily..
Whens the happy part coming?

Come on its Christmas,
Dont you know its Christmas?
Oh, hold on its Christmas,
Dont you know its Christmas?

Give me your hand,
And il give you mine.
Hug me my love,
Doo dee doo dee dah.

Give me your hand, come on follow me,
To my Winter Wonderland.

Work load is piling up again..
I should get started.. ><
So...

OVER AND OUTTTTTTTT


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