I refuse to let you be the one to make or break me.
Have a good life, asshole.
Over and OUTTTTTTTT
Have a good life, asshole.
Over and OUTTTTTTTT
♥
Saturday 21 September 2013
Friday 13 September 2013
130913 ~ ♥
Why am i getting jealous..?
Why does it make me wanna cry?
Why does it make me wanna hibernate and never see the world again?
You said that you spoke to her last like 36 hours ago..
36 hours.. You counted?
If i count, then whats 24 x 30?
Thats 720 hours.
But you dont seem to give two shits about that.
Do i really just matter that little to you?
Is our friendship that irrelevant to your life?
Im not sure whether im jealous of you or jealous of her..
Ones my best friend, ones my ex boyfriend.. What am i supposed to be feeling?
To be honest, why do i even care really..
We had a phone conversation today, and we were just talking like two people who hardly knew each other..
We laughed together, and spoke about our past, and yet, we were so distant..
You said you hardly spoke to FH or JF..
And i outright told you that youre a shit friend.
Then you said having friends is a hassle..
If having friends is a hassle, then why are you friends with KL1?
Or is it just a hassle with certain people?
If its that then i can see where youre coming from, but why are you such a dick now?
Why are you such a massive douchebag?
You said youre the same, but lets be honest, youre not are you?
Youre no longer the TC that i used to know..
Youre just an ass.
And i told you that already..
In fact, i called you an ass about 2 or 3 times today.
Why are you talking to her so much when youre friends, and me so little when were friends, and you and JF and FH are friends?
Wheres the sense in that huh?
I dont understand..
Can you please explain it to me?
I dont get it..
Are we just not good enough friends?
Or is it awkward cos of our history?
ARGHH, EXPLAIN TO ME YOU ASSFACE T_T
Over and OUTTTTTTT
Why does it make me wanna cry?
Why does it make me wanna hibernate and never see the world again?
You said that you spoke to her last like 36 hours ago..
36 hours.. You counted?
If i count, then whats 24 x 30?
Thats 720 hours.
But you dont seem to give two shits about that.
Do i really just matter that little to you?
Is our friendship that irrelevant to your life?
Im not sure whether im jealous of you or jealous of her..
Ones my best friend, ones my ex boyfriend.. What am i supposed to be feeling?
To be honest, why do i even care really..
We had a phone conversation today, and we were just talking like two people who hardly knew each other..
We laughed together, and spoke about our past, and yet, we were so distant..
You said you hardly spoke to FH or JF..
And i outright told you that youre a shit friend.
Then you said having friends is a hassle..
If having friends is a hassle, then why are you friends with KL1?
Or is it just a hassle with certain people?
If its that then i can see where youre coming from, but why are you such a dick now?
Why are you such a massive douchebag?
You said youre the same, but lets be honest, youre not are you?
Youre no longer the TC that i used to know..
Youre just an ass.
And i told you that already..
In fact, i called you an ass about 2 or 3 times today.
Why are you talking to her so much when youre friends, and me so little when were friends, and you and JF and FH are friends?
Wheres the sense in that huh?
I dont understand..
Can you please explain it to me?
I dont get it..
Are we just not good enough friends?
Or is it awkward cos of our history?
ARGHH, EXPLAIN TO ME YOU ASSFACE T_T
Over and OUTTTTTTT
♥
Posted by : DeeBeeex
Wednesday 11 September 2013
110913 ~ ♥
Bloggy, can you believe that its been 12 years since 9/11 all those years ago?! o.O
I cant believe it!
My heart still goes out to all those who lost someone due to 9/11 because no matter how time goes on, and no matter how people say time heals and fixes things, it still must still hurt to have lost someone.
In fact, my heart goes out to everyone who's ever lost someone, so basically, most probably everyone..
Losing someones like an un-mendable hole though isnt it?
You think youre okai, but when you think about it, it still hurts.
Right?
Anyways, onna different note..
Ive been needing to pee more, had minor breakouts, have sore boobs, hair loss has got worse, and feeling tired all the time..
These are what i call universal signs of a certain thing bloggy..
Im just praying that these signs arent leading to something that i really dont want..
Ohhh end myself, why did i even get myself into this?!
I always make these stupid decisions that make me a stressed ball of stress.
I need some control in my life when it comes to a certain person T_T
CONTROL GOD DAMNIT.
I shouldve checked it that night, i shouldve checked it before i threw it away.
WHY DIDNT I CHECK IT?!
I guess i was just so confused and when i walked into the bathroom, all i wanted was to throw it away and get rid of it and never see it again.
So here i am, regretting not checking it before chucking it.
Good one Daphne.
GOOD FUCKING ONE.
Getting myself into this freaking mess.
I pray to God that this is all just a coincidence.
That all these signs are just coincidences.
Cos if theyre not, well, i dunno what im gonna do.
Im fucked really arent i?
Literally.
Over and OUTTTT
I cant believe it!
My heart still goes out to all those who lost someone due to 9/11 because no matter how time goes on, and no matter how people say time heals and fixes things, it still must still hurt to have lost someone.
In fact, my heart goes out to everyone who's ever lost someone, so basically, most probably everyone..
Losing someones like an un-mendable hole though isnt it?
You think youre okai, but when you think about it, it still hurts.
Right?
Anyways, onna different note..
Ive been needing to pee more, had minor breakouts, have sore boobs, hair loss has got worse, and feeling tired all the time..
These are what i call universal signs of a certain thing bloggy..
Im just praying that these signs arent leading to something that i really dont want..
Ohhh end myself, why did i even get myself into this?!
I always make these stupid decisions that make me a stressed ball of stress.
I need some control in my life when it comes to a certain person T_T
CONTROL GOD DAMNIT.
I shouldve checked it that night, i shouldve checked it before i threw it away.
WHY DIDNT I CHECK IT?!
I guess i was just so confused and when i walked into the bathroom, all i wanted was to throw it away and get rid of it and never see it again.
So here i am, regretting not checking it before chucking it.
Good one Daphne.
GOOD FUCKING ONE.
Getting myself into this freaking mess.
I pray to God that this is all just a coincidence.
That all these signs are just coincidences.
Cos if theyre not, well, i dunno what im gonna do.
Im fucked really arent i?
Literally.
Over and OUTTTT
♥
Posted by : DeeBeeex