Hahahaa, look what i just found in my drafts from before Christmas bloggy..
Time to edit, update, and post it i guess!
"Hai bloggyyy!
Im currently sat in BLs bed listening to christmas music!
BL is the boyfriend by the way!
I havent really updated you.. But tbh, its all happened so fast that i havent really even had time to update myself!
Its all like WOOAHHHH its all happening so quickly!
I cant believe its already the 22nd of November..
Damn, time really does fly doesnt it?
Less than a month till my birthday, a month and 3 days until christmas, and then a week later, its 2014!
Seeing as i have 15 minutes to kill until i gotta leave to go to mels to get ready for PK tonight, il update you!
So, on new years eve, im off to the Philippines to celebrate my 21st!
I cant believe im turning 21 in less than a month.. ><"
I feel so old damnnn..
Anyways, NYE, im kinda like mehhh, cos its supposed to be me and BLs first NYE together, but like he said, we have lots of NYEs to come so i guess its okai ^^
Then in the summer, I'm going on holiday again with my YOLO group! :D
There is a lot to do this year!
Oh yeah, and im graduating as well, how CRAZY is that?!
Its actually mad.. Where the poop has time gone?!
Seriously!
Hmm.. So where do i start with the BL story?
Ummm, so on the 16th of September, me and YOLO group went to Penthouse for a clubbing event to celebrate WPs 21st.
And there, me and KL2 bumped into DJ and we were like woahhh wtff, havent seen you in like 94595 years! o.O
And with him was BL, JH, and ML.
So that night, me and BL took a picture together, and KL2 was all like THATS SO CUTE LALALA!
Hahaha, and at that time, i was like LOL what is the matter with you woman, are you okai?
But then i guess she really did predict it well.. LMAO
Okai then, me and BL didnt speak, and it was actually ML that was speaking to me, he was really friendly etc
Anyways, then on the 27th, F*CK me its freshers was on, and we all went to that, me and my YOLO group, and then we predrank at EWs and yeah, BL wasnt there or anything.
And then we were in the queue and he was there, and then we didnt really see each other after that.
But half way through the night, i lost all my friends and i found BL and ML, and then i was like oh hiyaaa!
And we all danced together etc, and then me KL2 and PH left to go eat.
But then we came back to find the rest of our friends, and then i was at the entrance cos obviously the event was finishing so we were just waiting outside, and BL was like 'DAPHNEEEE!' and came out and like hugged me, and i was like hi? o.O
And then he gave me his jacket cos it was freezing af (not as cold as it is now, it is legit arctic weather outside atm, i dunno how imma survive the cold inna dress tonight) and he was like hugging me from behind and stuff and i was like whaaaat?
And then i had to go cos i was staying at DJs and i was starting to get on the bus with the jacket on and he was like 'that jackets coming home with me whether its off you or on you' LOOOOOL
So.. With that cheesy line.. We started talking, cos the next day i fb'd him and was like thanks lalala.
OKAI BLOGGY, so im back in Bham, and imma carry on this post cos i had to go out last time!
So yeah, so we started talking on facebook, and i wouldnt say we really got on or anything, in fact the first time we spoke, he was a bit like bland, and i guess maybe we just didnt know each other so we didnt really speak a lot!
Then i had to switch off my 3g cos i was getting the train back to Bham that night so i was like, whats your number, il text you instead?
So then he gave me his number and we started texting, and honestly, i read back on those texts the other day, and lemme tell you, you cannot tell that wed end up how we are now..
We dont seem to have anything in common at all haha!
But maybe we just didnt have a chance to talk about that kinda stuff..
But then i guess i was already like, maaan, this guys a cutiepie ^^
And then on the 9th of October, there was an event called Ten:10, and for some reason, i stayed at his on the 8th..
And we were lying in bed, just chatting, and we had some dmcccc.
And literally we talked for HOURS, just about life, us as individuals, telling each other about ourselves, and it was really interesting.
We got along really well, there was no awkwardness, and you'd expect awkwardness, seeing as we had pretty much JUST met.. And we just spoke about everything really.
We played 20 questions, and we were just finding stuff our about each other, and we had a lot, and by a lot, i mean, a lot, in common.
So then that night, which was technically the 9th, i fell asleep in his arms, (i know right.. we were already like sleeping cuddled up and stuff..) and then i woke up at like 4am to like change sleeping positions, and he woke up too, and suddenly, he kissed me..
And at first i was like what the fudge is this.
I pulled away and i was like 'what are we doing..?'
And he was like 'I dont know'
And i was like omgah..
And then we kissed some more.. Not gonna lie, there was no denying the chemistry between us.
Then we stopped, and i was like wait waittt, we should really talk about this.. (Yeah, im that kinda girl who needs to know where she stands otherwise i get frustrated af LOOL)
And then he was like 'Im really bad with my words' and then he came up with some shitty analogy and he was like 'you know how some people see the curtains as blue, but others might not'
And i was like.. 'wtf are you even tryna say? LOOOL'
And he was like 'Well when we were talking, i was just like i wanna get to know her, like really wanna get to know her.'
So he was basically tryna say he wanted to get to know me but he didnt know whether i wanted the same.. I know, shitty analogy right?!
And i was like.. 'Do you wanna get to know me or do you just wanna do stuff? Cos thats different.'
And hes like 'Both'
And i was like ahh..
Cos i dunno, i dont wanna be friends with benefits, and i hardly knew him right bloggy?!
So i shouldnt get with him or anything of course!
Then we kinda just forgot about it and went to sleep cos i was tired af LOL!
The next dayy was a wednesday, and i ditched him to go hang out with MT, and he was already like 'ohh i see how it is, ditching me :('
Hahaha, needy from day one (i liked it though, it was honestly sooo sweet ^^")
And then Ten:10 came, and honestly we hardly saw each other cos the clubbing event was shit and me, MT, WP and RO left at like 1:30 and went to KFC (post clubbing food is the best! HOT WINGS BABY MMMMMMM)
And then we went to casino to play mahjong and BL came to find me o.O
Like, he left the club early and came to find me?
And then that night, we walked out the casino with my friends, and he like held my hand..?
And i was like omgah o.O Like.. This is happening.. In front of my friends..
WHAT DOES THIS MEANNNNN?!
And then RO the silly girl didnt wear a coat, so i started to take mine off for her, and she was like, dont be silly lalala, and i was like, noo seriously its fine, cos BL was taking his jacket off for me.
But then RO still didnt lemme take off mine for her, so i was like to BL, give RO your jacket, and he actually did hahaha!
Bless himm ^^
And he told me he kinda missed me and stuffs hehehe ^^"
Then we got to the bus stop to take the night bus home, and then like after waiting for like 15 minutes, BL was like, i forgot my keys..
So we had to wait for JH and ML to finish eating, and i was like, allowww waiting at the bus stop, so we walked back to china town to find the others to wait for them to eat!
Then the next week, i went to London to see him again on the Tuesday, and then on the Wednesday morning, like, 1am kinda time, we were lying in bed, and i was messing about, and i changed his phone background to me hahaha :D
And then we were talking and we were kissing, and i was like, were moving too fast.. I dont wanna do anything like this, like no friends with benefits..
And then he was like, 'Really?! Were at this stage (and he showed his phone to me with my face on it) and you say were not more than friends?'
And i was like.. 'You never asked.."
And then he asked me out!
AND THEN THE WEEK AFTER HE TOOK ME TO THE AQUARIUM!
Did you know bloggy, this was the very first date of my life..
Ive never been so happy in my lifeeeeee! ^^
It was the best day/date EVER.
And he did this thing where he was watching me be happy, and he looked so happy seeing me be happy, i dont even know how to describe it..
Like, he still does it now, hell just look at me and smile, i dont really get it, and it makes me shy cos im like, why are you looking at me? ><"
But yeahh, just seeing him smile as well, it makes me so happy ^^
And he tells me like, as long as im happy, then he is too..
And then like, as time has passed, we just keep finding stuff that we have in common..
Like, the way we think, our sense of humour, the majority of our morals, our thoughts on life, our thoughts on the future, just us in general..
Both JH and CT tell us that were like the same person but im a girl and hes a boy.
Ahahaha, and i agree, we are literally the same person, we pre-drink the same, were both dorky, and yeah, its the freaking best.
We actually have so much in common, and i would list them bloggy, but itd take foreverrr.
So yeahhh, weve been together 2 weeks over a month noww!
Time has FLOWWWWNNNN.
Its seriously gone so quickly, i dont even know where the time has gone.
I finally feel like my boyfriend is also my best friend now.
Ive never felt that before, but yeah, im finally experiencing it and its the best ^^
Like, i dont always feel like im lovey dovey with him, but when i am, its great, and sometimes when were not together or talking, i dont feel like, omg i have a boyfriend, i need to always talk to him, but like, i know hes my boyfriend.
Theres a really good balance.. Does that make sense?
Ahhh i dunno how to explain it, maybe im just being really lame and in love T_T"
Time to edit, update, and post it i guess!
"Hai bloggyyy!
Im currently sat in BLs bed listening to christmas music!
BL is the boyfriend by the way!
I havent really updated you.. But tbh, its all happened so fast that i havent really even had time to update myself!
Its all like WOOAHHHH its all happening so quickly!
I cant believe its already the 22nd of November..
Damn, time really does fly doesnt it?
Less than a month till my birthday, a month and 3 days until christmas, and then a week later, its 2014!
Seeing as i have 15 minutes to kill until i gotta leave to go to mels to get ready for PK tonight, il update you!
So, on new years eve, im off to the Philippines to celebrate my 21st!
I cant believe im turning 21 in less than a month.. ><"
I feel so old damnnn..
Anyways, NYE, im kinda like mehhh, cos its supposed to be me and BLs first NYE together, but like he said, we have lots of NYEs to come so i guess its okai ^^
Then in the summer, I'm going on holiday again with my YOLO group! :D
There is a lot to do this year!
Oh yeah, and im graduating as well, how CRAZY is that?!
Its actually mad.. Where the poop has time gone?!
Seriously!
Hmm.. So where do i start with the BL story?
Ummm, so on the 16th of September, me and YOLO group went to Penthouse for a clubbing event to celebrate WPs 21st.
And there, me and KL2 bumped into DJ and we were like woahhh wtff, havent seen you in like 94595 years! o.O
And with him was BL, JH, and ML.
So that night, me and BL took a picture together, and KL2 was all like THATS SO CUTE LALALA!
Hahaha, and at that time, i was like LOL what is the matter with you woman, are you okai?
But then i guess she really did predict it well.. LMAO
Okai then, me and BL didnt speak, and it was actually ML that was speaking to me, he was really friendly etc
Anyways, then on the 27th, F*CK me its freshers was on, and we all went to that, me and my YOLO group, and then we predrank at EWs and yeah, BL wasnt there or anything.
And then we were in the queue and he was there, and then we didnt really see each other after that.
But half way through the night, i lost all my friends and i found BL and ML, and then i was like oh hiyaaa!
And we all danced together etc, and then me KL2 and PH left to go eat.
But then we came back to find the rest of our friends, and then i was at the entrance cos obviously the event was finishing so we were just waiting outside, and BL was like 'DAPHNEEEE!' and came out and like hugged me, and i was like hi? o.O
And then he gave me his jacket cos it was freezing af (not as cold as it is now, it is legit arctic weather outside atm, i dunno how imma survive the cold inna dress tonight) and he was like hugging me from behind and stuff and i was like whaaaat?
And then i had to go cos i was staying at DJs and i was starting to get on the bus with the jacket on and he was like 'that jackets coming home with me whether its off you or on you' LOOOOOL
So.. With that cheesy line.. We started talking, cos the next day i fb'd him and was like thanks lalala.
OKAI BLOGGY, so im back in Bham, and imma carry on this post cos i had to go out last time!
So yeah, so we started talking on facebook, and i wouldnt say we really got on or anything, in fact the first time we spoke, he was a bit like bland, and i guess maybe we just didnt know each other so we didnt really speak a lot!
Then i had to switch off my 3g cos i was getting the train back to Bham that night so i was like, whats your number, il text you instead?
So then he gave me his number and we started texting, and honestly, i read back on those texts the other day, and lemme tell you, you cannot tell that wed end up how we are now..
We dont seem to have anything in common at all haha!
But maybe we just didnt have a chance to talk about that kinda stuff..
But then i guess i was already like, maaan, this guys a cutiepie ^^
And then on the 9th of October, there was an event called Ten:10, and for some reason, i stayed at his on the 8th..
And we were lying in bed, just chatting, and we had some dmcccc.
And literally we talked for HOURS, just about life, us as individuals, telling each other about ourselves, and it was really interesting.
We got along really well, there was no awkwardness, and you'd expect awkwardness, seeing as we had pretty much JUST met.. And we just spoke about everything really.
We played 20 questions, and we were just finding stuff our about each other, and we had a lot, and by a lot, i mean, a lot, in common.
So then that night, which was technically the 9th, i fell asleep in his arms, (i know right.. we were already like sleeping cuddled up and stuff..) and then i woke up at like 4am to like change sleeping positions, and he woke up too, and suddenly, he kissed me..
And at first i was like what the fudge is this.
I pulled away and i was like 'what are we doing..?'
And he was like 'I dont know'
And i was like omgah..
And then we kissed some more.. Not gonna lie, there was no denying the chemistry between us.
Then we stopped, and i was like wait waittt, we should really talk about this.. (Yeah, im that kinda girl who needs to know where she stands otherwise i get frustrated af LOOL)
And then he was like 'Im really bad with my words' and then he came up with some shitty analogy and he was like 'you know how some people see the curtains as blue, but others might not'
And i was like.. 'wtf are you even tryna say? LOOOL'
And he was like 'Well when we were talking, i was just like i wanna get to know her, like really wanna get to know her.'
So he was basically tryna say he wanted to get to know me but he didnt know whether i wanted the same.. I know, shitty analogy right?!
And i was like.. 'Do you wanna get to know me or do you just wanna do stuff? Cos thats different.'
And hes like 'Both'
And i was like ahh..
Cos i dunno, i dont wanna be friends with benefits, and i hardly knew him right bloggy?!
So i shouldnt get with him or anything of course!
Then we kinda just forgot about it and went to sleep cos i was tired af LOL!
The next dayy was a wednesday, and i ditched him to go hang out with MT, and he was already like 'ohh i see how it is, ditching me :('
Hahaha, needy from day one (i liked it though, it was honestly sooo sweet ^^")
And then Ten:10 came, and honestly we hardly saw each other cos the clubbing event was shit and me, MT, WP and RO left at like 1:30 and went to KFC (post clubbing food is the best! HOT WINGS BABY MMMMMMM)
And then we went to casino to play mahjong and BL came to find me o.O
Like, he left the club early and came to find me?
And then that night, we walked out the casino with my friends, and he like held my hand..?
And i was like omgah o.O Like.. This is happening.. In front of my friends..
WHAT DOES THIS MEANNNNN?!
And then RO the silly girl didnt wear a coat, so i started to take mine off for her, and she was like, dont be silly lalala, and i was like, noo seriously its fine, cos BL was taking his jacket off for me.
But then RO still didnt lemme take off mine for her, so i was like to BL, give RO your jacket, and he actually did hahaha!
Bless himm ^^
And he told me he kinda missed me and stuffs hehehe ^^"
Then we got to the bus stop to take the night bus home, and then like after waiting for like 15 minutes, BL was like, i forgot my keys..
So we had to wait for JH and ML to finish eating, and i was like, allowww waiting at the bus stop, so we walked back to china town to find the others to wait for them to eat!
Then the next week, i went to London to see him again on the Tuesday, and then on the Wednesday morning, like, 1am kinda time, we were lying in bed, and i was messing about, and i changed his phone background to me hahaha :D
And then we were talking and we were kissing, and i was like, were moving too fast.. I dont wanna do anything like this, like no friends with benefits..
And then he was like, 'Really?! Were at this stage (and he showed his phone to me with my face on it) and you say were not more than friends?'
And i was like.. 'You never asked.."
And then he asked me out!
AND THEN THE WEEK AFTER HE TOOK ME TO THE AQUARIUM!
Did you know bloggy, this was the very first date of my life..
Ive never been so happy in my lifeeeeee! ^^
It was the best day/date EVER.
And he did this thing where he was watching me be happy, and he looked so happy seeing me be happy, i dont even know how to describe it..
Like, he still does it now, hell just look at me and smile, i dont really get it, and it makes me shy cos im like, why are you looking at me? ><"
But yeahh, just seeing him smile as well, it makes me so happy ^^
And he tells me like, as long as im happy, then he is too..
And then like, as time has passed, we just keep finding stuff that we have in common..
Like, the way we think, our sense of humour, the majority of our morals, our thoughts on life, our thoughts on the future, just us in general..
Both JH and CT tell us that were like the same person but im a girl and hes a boy.
Ahahaha, and i agree, we are literally the same person, we pre-drink the same, were both dorky, and yeah, its the freaking best.
We actually have so much in common, and i would list them bloggy, but itd take foreverrr.
So yeahhh, weve been together 2 weeks over a month noww!
Time has FLOWWWWNNNN.
Its seriously gone so quickly, i dont even know where the time has gone.
I finally feel like my boyfriend is also my best friend now.
Ive never felt that before, but yeah, im finally experiencing it and its the best ^^
Like, i dont always feel like im lovey dovey with him, but when i am, its great, and sometimes when were not together or talking, i dont feel like, omg i have a boyfriend, i need to always talk to him, but like, i know hes my boyfriend.
Theres a really good balance.. Does that make sense?
Ahhh i dunno how to explain it, maybe im just being really lame and in love T_T"
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So now, its been 4 months and 9 days since we've been together..
TIME HAS FLOWN YET AGAIN.
I am now 21, in fact, its 2014, and I'm 22 this year.
Oh my life T_T
Im getting so old.
We have had many more dates since our aquarium one, we went to the zoo!
DID YOU KNOW THAT LONDON ZOO HAS SO MANY FREAKING ANIMALS?!
And we finally had a cinema date.
We've just done a lot together, so much that i don't even remember some of the stuff because were literally like an old married couple..
I spend most of my week with him, and I'm in Bham hardly ever now, which sucks cos i miss CT too :(
But yeah, were practically an old married couple, we even went to B&Q together to shop for taps.. LOOOL!
AND HE TAUGHT ME TO DRIVE THE OTHER DAY!
I drove for the very first time, and he said i was good >:]
YEAHHH BUDDDYYY!
Drivings fun you know?!
And then obviously because now its February, Valentines Day just passed, but he had work, so we made up for it on tuesday, and we went to Duck and Waffle, and eurgh it was just the best, and AJFiapgbuaobg.
Were still the same, its strange, its like, were in the honeymoon stage still, but also comfortable, but its like we've been like this since day one..
I think cos we have so much in common, we just got along really well from the beginning and we've just been comfortable from the beginning, but we've also been on dates since the beginning.. It makes me think that well always be like this and well always just be all stages rolled into one (which is a good thing haha, in fact, its an amazing thing.)
Were still the same, its strange, its like, were in the honeymoon stage still, but also comfortable, but its like we've been like this since day one..
I think cos we have so much in common, we just got along really well from the beginning and we've just been comfortable from the beginning, but we've also been on dates since the beginning.. It makes me think that well always be like this and well always just be all stages rolled into one (which is a good thing haha, in fact, its an amazing thing.)
Honestly, when i talk about him, i struggle for words, because i don't even know how to describe what i feel..
Its so lame of me, but whatever.
But yeah, if you wanna know about my silly soppy feelings, just read the post below, because thats actually from today! I guess today is a day of catching up with you :)
Over and OUTTTTTTTTTTTT
♥