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010814 ~ ♥
Life can be hard, in fact, life can be very hard.
However, as hard as life may seem sometimes, there are always positive moments to celebrate.
Its always the little things that make you appreciate your life, and for me today, i have a lot of small things that are making me appreciate life, and lets me know that i have a lot to be thankful for.
Firstly: My dad bought me roast duck, a beautiful food, and as we all know, food is the way to my heart, whoever you may be.
Secondly: Me, WP and MT have been talking about our states trip that begins in 20 days! I cannot believe, that it is that soon..
We were planning 3 months ago, saying we had ages until we had to go, and now? 3 weeks..
Time ALWAYS flies, seriously, im getting ooooold bloggy, time be FLYINN'.
Thirdly: Me and BL are gonna ft soon =p
NOW, i understand, that some may deem this unimportant, BUT, to me, it is very important ^^
Not only because hes important to me, but because we are going through a change in life.
Were both growing up and have jobs! Which means were both pretty busy.
Were both back at home with our family, and it's no longer, 'see you after work', or 'see you at home bub', or 'you take the keys, youre getting home first'.
Its hard being apart, and so this relatively small action, is what puts a massive smile on my face.
This also teaches me a lesson, that not every thing in life goes to plan.
We have to grow up, we have to accept responsibility, and with that, comes change.
I hate change with a passion, but its happening whether i like it or, and i think that if im to be a mature adult (at the ripe old age of 21, nearly 22), then i have to accept it.
I hope that with this change, mine and BLs relationship will grow, and that we will grow together. And whilst its difficult, it will help us to become stronger, and thats whats really important in a relationship, constant growing and strength ^^
It is definitely a learning process for me, and probably for him too, and this adjustment period is difficult, but its okai.
Every thing is a learning process.
Every thing.
Nothing in life is already known, you have to do things that make you learn, and sometimes, a very tiny occurrence, can be the stem of the biggest lessons to be learnt.
So yeah, lesson learnt today bloggy!
Over and OUTTTTTTTTTT
♥
However, as hard as life may seem sometimes, there are always positive moments to celebrate.
Its always the little things that make you appreciate your life, and for me today, i have a lot of small things that are making me appreciate life, and lets me know that i have a lot to be thankful for.
Firstly: My dad bought me roast duck, a beautiful food, and as we all know, food is the way to my heart, whoever you may be.
Secondly: Me, WP and MT have been talking about our states trip that begins in 20 days! I cannot believe, that it is that soon..
We were planning 3 months ago, saying we had ages until we had to go, and now? 3 weeks..
Time ALWAYS flies, seriously, im getting ooooold bloggy, time be FLYINN'.
Thirdly: Me and BL are gonna ft soon =p
NOW, i understand, that some may deem this unimportant, BUT, to me, it is very important ^^
Not only because hes important to me, but because we are going through a change in life.
Were both growing up and have jobs! Which means were both pretty busy.
Were both back at home with our family, and it's no longer, 'see you after work', or 'see you at home bub', or 'you take the keys, youre getting home first'.
Its hard being apart, and so this relatively small action, is what puts a massive smile on my face.
This also teaches me a lesson, that not every thing in life goes to plan.
We have to grow up, we have to accept responsibility, and with that, comes change.
I hate change with a passion, but its happening whether i like it or, and i think that if im to be a mature adult (at the ripe old age of 21, nearly 22), then i have to accept it.
I hope that with this change, mine and BLs relationship will grow, and that we will grow together. And whilst its difficult, it will help us to become stronger, and thats whats really important in a relationship, constant growing and strength ^^
It is definitely a learning process for me, and probably for him too, and this adjustment period is difficult, but its okai.
Every thing is a learning process.
Every thing.
Nothing in life is already known, you have to do things that make you learn, and sometimes, a very tiny occurrence, can be the stem of the biggest lessons to be learnt.
So yeah, lesson learnt today bloggy!
Over and OUTTTTTTTTTT
♥
Thursday, 29 May 2014
290514
Hii bloggyy,
I am currently sat in a room full of computer science students..
BL is a comp sci student right? Sooo im like silently keeping him company ^^
I can sit through some comp sci jokes that i dont understand, but i think im really dreading tomorrow..
Sometimes i really wished i did the same subject as him, or was as smart as him, because then it would mean that i could be there when he comes out of his last exam. Id be there the moment he feels like all the stress is gone, or when hes hi-fiving and hugging his coursemates cos theyre DONE.
I cant help him revise, or help him in any way..
Seriously bloggy, i feel like i bring nothing to our relationship.. Im just dumb T_T
I just gotta kinda give silent support, but honestly, whats that gonna do for him?
Nothing.
I feel helplessss, and its soooo stupid that i wish i could be like everyone who can help him, cos i cant..
Lol this is dumb.
I dunno.. Sometimes i feel like were worlds apart when it comes to academics, and i mean, its not all bad, but i think i just wanna be there fort he moment he comes outta that exam.
Kinda sucks..
I mean, i have work anyways, so maybe its dumb.. But still, this seems like something important, like an important moment in his life.
Maybe its greedy of me to wanna share his important moments, but i dunno, thats just how my brain thinks.
IM SO DUMB.
And cos i have work, i dont see him till after, but then he has work.. Sooo i dont see him until hours later.
By then, his initial excitement about being finished with exams is gonna be gone.
Meh i dunno, maybe im just being dumbbbb, thats probably it tbh.
Im also typing onnan iPad, which means its actually quite long to type on here haha ^^"
I think that my wisdom tooth pain is making me crazy or something.
Okai imma go bloggy, before my brain dies and spews even more crazy talk.
My ipads also on 8% cos ive been here for about 7 hours and ive just had my ipad to keep me company.
So its gonna die any time soon!
Over and OUTTTTTTTTTTTT
I am currently sat in a room full of computer science students..
BL is a comp sci student right? Sooo im like silently keeping him company ^^
I can sit through some comp sci jokes that i dont understand, but i think im really dreading tomorrow..
Sometimes i really wished i did the same subject as him, or was as smart as him, because then it would mean that i could be there when he comes out of his last exam. Id be there the moment he feels like all the stress is gone, or when hes hi-fiving and hugging his coursemates cos theyre DONE.
I cant help him revise, or help him in any way..
Seriously bloggy, i feel like i bring nothing to our relationship.. Im just dumb T_T
I just gotta kinda give silent support, but honestly, whats that gonna do for him?
Nothing.
I feel helplessss, and its soooo stupid that i wish i could be like everyone who can help him, cos i cant..
Lol this is dumb.
I dunno.. Sometimes i feel like were worlds apart when it comes to academics, and i mean, its not all bad, but i think i just wanna be there fort he moment he comes outta that exam.
Kinda sucks..
I mean, i have work anyways, so maybe its dumb.. But still, this seems like something important, like an important moment in his life.
Maybe its greedy of me to wanna share his important moments, but i dunno, thats just how my brain thinks.
IM SO DUMB.
And cos i have work, i dont see him till after, but then he has work.. Sooo i dont see him until hours later.
By then, his initial excitement about being finished with exams is gonna be gone.
Meh i dunno, maybe im just being dumbbbb, thats probably it tbh.
Im also typing onnan iPad, which means its actually quite long to type on here haha ^^"
I think that my wisdom tooth pain is making me crazy or something.
Okai imma go bloggy, before my brain dies and spews even more crazy talk.
My ipads also on 8% cos ive been here for about 7 hours and ive just had my ipad to keep me company.
So its gonna die any time soon!
Over and OUTTTTTTTTTTTT