Which reminds me how AS hasnt replied to my texts inna while and i hope shes okai :/
Shes been going through some rough times recently so i really hope shes doing okai and that her not texting back is just her not being bothered ><" (as weird as that sounds, id rather her be not bothered than not okai)
Something that really sucks is that TC will probably remember her birthday this year without needing me to remind him cos they talk way more than me and him do nowadays..
So i guess thats just another reminder of how little he needs me.
Kinda sucks bloggy but ahh welll!
Its kinda weird..
I always thought id end up with TC, so when we first started being together like when we were 17 (wow that seems like so long ago considering im turning 20 soon.. Which makes sense cos we wouldve been together for over 2 years by then..) i always thought, it doesnt really matter that were young, cos it just means that well have been together for longer by the time were older.. (if that makes sense)
But now that were not together, i think, how will i manage to meet someone new and get to know them for a few years before we get married? D=
I, being the typical girl, wanna get married at like 24..
So i mean.. if i dont have ANYONE in mind right now that id like to marry, then what am i gonna do?! D=
LOOOL oh dear meeee!
I really thought id end up with TC, so i guess i just always figured wed be together for a long, long time..
Where i wouldnt have to think about this kinda stuff.
Honestly, i cant even tell when boys flirt nowadays because ive been in whats considered a 'mature' relationship for so long..
So im sucha noob when it comes to boys now! D=
I was his first girlfriend, and i honestly thought id be the last..
Funny how things work out..
I hope that one day, everything will be okai again..
I would say that i hope one day, hell need me again, but then again, i dont really hope for this type of thing..
So as Dory would say: 'Just keep swimming.. Just keep swimming..' :)
Over and OUTTTTTTTT
♥
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