I swear to God, I'm growing a beard as long as Dumbledores whilst i wait!
Whilst I'm sat here waiting, with no dramas, no youtube, no nothing cos my java needs updating and i can't do that until my videos finished uploading..
Im beginning to think, how untrusting I've become recently..
Like, i get so paranoid, so easily..
I just feel like i can't trust people that easily anymore and i start to doubt everyone..
Its weird, because, i can honestly say, i used to be the most trusting person in the world, i wouldn't question things people said twice, and id believe pretty much everything they said about them.
Not in the way that imma dumbass and would follow a stranger T_T
But you get my drift..
I dunno whether to be thankful that I'm not as trusting anymore..
Cos now that I'm not, i just feel paranoid all the frikking time.
IS THIS THE REALITY YOU WANTED?! T_T
Gotta go to the doctors tomorroww, i cannot be fudged, but gotta go ask whats up with my ovaries! D=
Somethings wrong with my ovaries :(
Eegoh buyo, i just thought about it, and what if the pill has killed my ovaries?! D=
Omo, my poor ovaries :'(
Hopefully it'll be okaiss ><"
Then after, I'm going to JWSs for a BBQ with all the others :)
Its gonna be weird hanging out as a group minus TC, like, knowing that i don't want him there, its gonna be weird..
To be honest bloggy, i can bet you that inna few months time, I'm gonna look back on all these posts in the past 3 months, and be like, what the fudge were you thinking being all upset over him?
I can see myself saying that already.
But for now bloggy, let me rant :)
Know that I'm grateful that you're here!
Over and OUTTTTTTTT
♥
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