300712 ~ ♥

Why is it, that every time i start to forget, memories pop up behind me and scare me like a big fat ghost? T_T Like today, i was in the car, going home, and somehow, this memory pops into my head: my mum was taking me and toby...

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290712 ~ ♥

So BLOGGYYY! I am terribly sorry that i have not been blogging for the past few days, i have been rather busy! The last time i blogged was before i went to jump in the pool for the first time! Let me tell you, if you ever come...

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270712 ~ ♥

我现在在美国! 美国慢英国八个小时所以我们多了八个小时 ^^ 我们的家好大啊, 有三个房和三个廁所 个泳池好可爱, 好似一个豆 ^^ BIG DOUBLE AMERICAN DOORS! 现在和我的表妹和表弟一起 我们今日六点以经起身, 我们吃了好大的早餐! 吃了多士和 cereal (我唔知道怎么写 cereal wakakaka) 我在美国没夠二十四小时, 但是以经吃了好多东西! 以定会變一个大胖妹回英国 天气唔是太好, 没有太多太陽, 也有一点冷, 真是傻 舅舅今晚在 Seattle 回来 San Francisco, 我们应该一起吃饭啊 又吃东西哈哈哈, 胖死我了 我今尺来美国, 唔知道为什么挂住你 但是, 我好想忘记你, 因为我唔应该为你唔开心 我根本唔应该 覺得你对我是重要的! 你去香港以经忘记了我, 所以现在, 我要忘记反你! 但是唔是为你, 是为我自己的! 我唔要你了! 如果我想起你,...

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260712 ~ ♥

Im flying today to the states. Would you miss me if we were still together? Would you miss me like i miss you now..? Over and OUTTTTTTT ♥ ...

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250712 ~ ♥

I JUST deleted al my texts from you on my phone. I had already deleted all my saved texts from you, but today, just now, about 2 minutes ago, i deleted our text conversation. Im not gonna lie, it was about 10000 messages long.. They've accumulated over the...

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240712 ~ ♥

You are officially still stuck in my head. Is this what you wanted? Are you happy now that I'm like this? Over and OUTTTTTTT ♥ ...

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230712 ~ ♥

I guess you aren't back yet.. And i guess you won't be back before i leave for the states on thursday. I guess again that i won't be seeing you until after the states. Thats probably what you wanted. I hope you're happy that you finally got what...

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230712 ~ ♥

今日好唔开心, 但是不是因为平时的东西 我唔知道应该点念.. 我个脑好乱啊, 什么开心的回忆都乱了 为什么我个心还是好挂住你, 也放唔开你啊? 求你放过我啦, 我个心唔可以接受啦 我好挂住你啊, 你几时先会知道你是一个蠢猪啊?! Over and OUTTTTTTT ♥ ...

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220712 ~ ♥

Officially cant wait to leave this country for 3 weeks. Over and OUTTTTTTT ♥ ...

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220712 ~ ♥

Currently sat in my messy house all by myself. Ive realised, sometimes, even when you're with people, you can feel so lonely. MT, KL#2, WP and AW are drunk as skunks and RO is wanting to smoke. So they've all gone to the garden, to hopefully not wake...

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210712 ~ ♥

Currently at work and its my last dayyy! Gotta bit tipsy last night ><" But then i sobered up and everything was finee ^^ Seriously, drinking is no fun, i dont get why people so it so muchhh, im just gonna watch the others drink tonight and be...

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210712 ~ ♥

Eurghhh drank too much for my liking today :/ Felt physically sick even if my head wasnt spinning like crazy D= I feel like gagging just thinking about that lime smirnoff D= But i didnt throw up, nor did i get properly emotional! ^^ Needa sleep, got work...

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200712 ~ ♥

Im currently at work, so dont mind the ugly post bloggy! The weather is sooo nice right now, all sunny and breezy at the same time. A few hours ago, it was like, pouring with rain like there was no tomorrow.. I swear, english weather is bipolar to...

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200712 ~ ♥

HAIII BLOGGYY! Firstlyyy, id like to wish Ethan Wong a very happy birthday! He's hit the big 20 today! DAMNNNN WERE ALL GETTING SO OLDDD ><" Tomorrow, it'll be 5 months till i turn that age! Omg, some milestone, I'm telling you, imma be depressed assess that day...

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190712 ~ ♥

NAOOOO, the watch that I've wanted for ages isn't even available at Westfield San Francisco :'( Il have to get it online but I'm freaking out that it won't be online by the time i can order it. *SIGHHHH* 我今日好挂住你啊 唔知到你上次挂住我是己时了 念一念, 你都应该没有念我很久啦! Over and OUTTTTTTT ♥ ...

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190712 ~ ♥

Its taken less than 2 months for you to get over me. Am i that easily forgotten? I guess maybe i am, I'm just disposable to you. 2 years, and its come down to being forgotten in less than 2 months. Rightttt then. Over and OUTTTTTTTT ♥ ...

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190712 ~ ♥

So, in exactly what tone did you say it in? Im genuinely curious. Because if you said it any other tone than what i imagine, then imma beat you up. Like, why would you even say it? Aishhhhh, why am i caught under this stupid ass spell of...

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190712 ~ ♥

Oh my life bloggy.. I swear my phone took sooo long to charge! And now im blogging from my phone, it cant be doing my battery any favours! Proper using the battery up right after i just finished charging itt ><" But now imma sleep cos im all...

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190712 ~ ♥

LADIES AND GENTLEMAN, LET ME PRESENT TO YOU, THE ONE AND ONLY, EXCITED DAPHNE CHEUNG! *i run out onto stage* LOL i have no clue what I'm talking about, BUT WHO CARES?! ONE WEEK UNTIL AMERICA! Only one week left! :D I am uber excited and uber happy...

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180712 ~ ♥

Currently importing pictures from my phone onto my laptop because frankly, i don't have anymore space on my phone T_T And i think its about time i to rid of all TC related things on my phone. So they're going nicely away in a folder somewhere, where i...

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180712 ~ ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAEMINIEEE! My leng jai lo gong ^^ 生日快樂 생일축하! 사랑해요! Over and OUTTTTTTTT ♥ ...

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170712 ~ ♥

I still cant sleep cos my stupid head has too many stupid thoughts with TC in it. My hearts aching with so much pain right about now. When will this feeling stop?! Over and OUTTTTTT ♥ ...

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170712 ~ ♥

都是睡唔到 我现在好挂住你啊 你为什么唔挂住我啊?! 你是唔是忘记了我啦？ 我念我永远都唔会忘记你. 你永 远都是我最爱的 baby. 现在我的中文写的好亂, 但是, 我个腦都很亂, 所以你要给我一点耐心啊 bloggy! 有时我跟自己说: 唔好念你啦 我跟我自己说: 你已經忘记了我和你想在唔是我的, 但是我的心常常都好挂住你, 也好想知到你开唔开心.. 你其實开唔开心了? 还是你都唔开心也好挂住我? 念一念, 你都是唔会挂住我了, 我都知到我唔應該幻想啦 为什么我唔可以放开你? 为什么我唔可以放下你? 我怎么办?! Over and OUTTTTTTTTT ♥ ...

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170712 ~ ♥

Cant sleep but i need toooo ><" Going to the bank this morning feels like so long ago, when it was only like less than 12 hours ago.. How weirdly time passes.. *sigh* Now i gotta wake up at 10 tomorrow, well today, to go to the bank...

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170712 ~ ♥

HEY BLOGGY! I faced one of my fears today ^^ I just went on the virgin trains website, and i totally checked time prices for CT. I know that sounds soooo gayyy, BUT, i used to use this website once a week booking tickets to see TC.. And...

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160712 ~ ♥

When you said you had 'maybe maybe not' bought me a late birthday card, i got all stupid and thought that you had but were tryna be all misleading on purpose as a joke.. Now im not too sure.. Did you already know at that time that youd...

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160712 ~ ♥

I had something to write bloggy, my innermost feelings. But now I've forgotten them cos I'm watching Glee and i feel like i can't express them properly atm :/ I can't believe I've forgotten my own thoughts ><" Ahhh wells, maybe il remember soon.. or maybe not.. Maybe...

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160712 ~ ♥

Suddenly remembered again that you didnt freaking reply. To be fair, i don't think I'm pissed and upset that you didnt reply, its the fact that thats just plain rude. Like, even if you don't wanna be together anymore and don't love me, then fine. But we should...

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160712 ~ ♥

Damnnn bloggy, i just did some super speedy work! The nice taxi man said that he'd wake for me whilst i was in the bank so that he could take me back home too! ^^ Whatta nice man! So i was in and out of the bank in...

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160712 ~ ♥

Okai, so I'm not used to getting taxis round here.. Ive only ever got it once and that was the day where i went to TC's last month.. So... Yeah.. Anywaysss, in Bham, you can call em and they'll be there in around 5 minutes.. So i called...

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